Man, I need to leave to go scoop some ice cream for people here pretty soon. SUCKY! Anyways, so, does anyone else like Q-tips as much as me? Didn't think so.

Lately I'm kinda wondering why I have such a negative mixture of feelings (guilt, shame, embarrassment, dumbness) associated with my desire to get married. Yeah, pretty sure that's not the way Jesus wants me to feel about it. I love my married friends and I've been talkin' to them about it a bit recently, what it's like, is it the weirdest thing ever (what I imagine it would be) or is it the most natural thing in the entire world? Hmmm....the answer so far is,"It's the most natural thing in the world to me." I got to listen to my best pal Moo's husband tell us stories about his high school days in a Chicago suburb (which, btw, is worlds apart from going to school in the *real* Midwest...i.e. Kansas, MO) and it was so funny cause I realized how they get to learn about each other every day. That's pretty cool.

I feel so bad for my friends that are all still in school, stressing out about finals. Every semester ending just seems like some torturous experiment to see how much students can take, especially seniors. I think it's kinda cruel. It's also cruel what we (I) do to ourselves....ahem, procrastination. At least, that's what I always did and boy, oh, boy, did I regret it at semester's end. You see, though, I don't know that I actually am capable of doing things way ahead of time. I have always used the excuse that I work better under pressure. Yeah, right. This discussion also relates to my chronic lack of motivation to change. I wonder when I will be cured of this disease? Mmmm...I hope it's soon.



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"Stop making your book dance!!!"~Loganisms

"I think he means, 'Indigenous-ness..."~Josh Goeke